Who am I and what have I done?

Why am I at the place I am today?

I don't even know who I am or what I've become

But I think that its time to move on

Will you let me in? Can you please take me?

I'm done and tired of where I'm at and your the only one that can save me

Will you bring me home?  Can you please set me free?

I'm tired of being alone

The things that I have done I never thought i would have

The person that I have become is not who I am

I'm just sitting here hanging on

I'm caught up in the things that I don't need

Will you let me in? Can you please take me from here?

I'm done and sick of it all and your the only one I can see

Will you bring me home? Can I please be set free?

I'm stepping forward and I'm tired of being alone

This is the time, the time for me to come home

I'm about ready to leave

I'm not sure where life is taking me right now.  I'm experiencing things that I never thought I would let myself slide into.  My faith in Christians is pretty much gone.  I hate Christians.  They do not live the life that God would be proud of.  The church has pretty much turned its back on me and if they knew of the stuff that I have done or am going to do in the near future...well lets just say they wouldn't let me back in.  But even so, here I am listening to worship music...I don't know why.  I watched a interview with Brian Welch today on the 700 club.   He was the guitarist for Korn but left because he found God.  Little did I know that he found God with the help of snorting speed at the same time.

I'm just so sick of where I am right now.  I want out.  I want to be in a place where I can actually fall asleep with a smile on my face and wake up well rested because I am comfortable with who I am and where I am.